“每一本书都是一个作者的坟墓，那里埋葬着他们对这个世界的倾诉，但是没有人听，所以人类才会寂寞。”
憶星：生活，是真的很美好
雖然我是如此喜愛讀這類讚美讀書的文章，但是我也意識到：愛讀書的人讀的是書，剩下的人當中，很多在讀生活，這也未嘗不比讀書更有意義、更深刻。只不過，人總是習慣從自己的角度思考，以我看來，不讀書的生活是那麽遺憾，但我的人生在他們眼裏，很可能也是個深深的遺憾。所以從來不覺得有任何理由去指摘不愛讀書的大部分人，但是從心底，還是那麽的希望：如果六十億人中，哪怕有一半的人喜歡讀書呢。
Book Note: (Here is Where We Meet: a Story of Crossing Paths by John Berger)
Friday, January 21, 2011
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
noochan
在選擇普通nook還是nook color的時候，猶豫過。
nook color是BN家的新寵，最新一代，全屏彩色、全屏可觸摸操作、網絡功能更強大，操作更便捷，所以一開始，是被nook color吸引的。相比之下，普通nook有點土土的，笨拙的感覺，只有創口貼大小的觸摸屏幕，閲讀部分是黑白的，網絡功能相對沒有那麽完善。
但是鬼使神差的，竟然比較喜歡普通nook。看到nook color，我會想到蘋果家族的那些很潮的、很炫的、很未來感的電子設備。但是看到普通nook，我會想到在老舊的、年代久遠的、
藏書豐厚的、家具全是木頭的、燈光全是柔和的大圖書館的地下室一角看微縮膠片的感覺。之所以會想到微縮膠片，是因爲現在e-reader使用的e-ink技術，讓讀電子書和讀印刷圖書的感覺幾乎是一樣的，使用e-ink技術的屏幕是沒有光的，所以不像在電腦上讀書，讀一會兒就會感覺眼睛疲勞，但也像印刷書一樣，必須在有光亮的地方讀。我想買的並不是一個tablet computer，而只是一個老老實實本本分分的電子讀書器，所以，nook color的那些加分的賣點，反而在我這裡減了分，而普通nook雖然在網絡方面比較遜色，但是電子讀書的整套流程還是非常穩健的，所以在想清楚了這點之後，就毫不猶豫掏了荷包。
我像每天攜帶我的觀音庇佑卡一樣（yeah, i have such a thing）攜帶我的“noochan”。很慶幸當初選擇了wifi + 3G的版本，使得幾乎在哪裏都可以隨時到BN的網上書店去瀏覽。網上書店有很多免費的圖書，可供隨時下載；nook有一個每天更新的文學博客，已經成爲每天必讀；喜歡在薄薄的一小本裏面儲存了諸多喜愛的書籍的感覺，2G的容量大概可以儲藏超過1000本（或許這輩子也讀不了這麽多書）。由於節省了紙張，節省了物流運輸，因此電子購書的價格基本都比印刷書要便宜，而且似乎每星期五，BN會免費送nook owner一本書。
想到一件有趣的小事。在地鐵上讀實體書，我總會有意無意的不要太讓書的封皮曝露的太明顯，雖然也不是在讀什麽見不得人的書，但是潛意識裏並不想讓車廂裏其他人看到我到底在讀什麽，覺得這是個awkward exposure of privacy。我一直覺得這是我個人的一個可笑的idiosyncrasy。但顯然並不完全如此。据統計，電子讀書器開始普及以來，購買二、三流言情小説（the type where two people embrace and expose much skin in a rather befuddling fashion）的人數急劇上升！這是多麽有趣的發現啊。看來nook是對privacy的一種有效保護，是它的又一大優點。
one other thing，剛剛在noochan上嘗試顯示pdf文件，非常好用。有時候在網絡上看到有趣的文章或者討論，但是篇幅太長，一時看不完，可以先存到word裏面，在轉換成pdf格式，就可以在nook裏面閲讀了。這樣就不再需要使用紙張把這些文件打印出來了。我想電子閲讀器的普及，應該或多或少的可以減少樹木的砍伐吧。這或許也能算一個優點。
nook color是BN家的新寵，最新一代，全屏彩色、全屏可觸摸操作、網絡功能更強大，操作更便捷，所以一開始，是被nook color吸引的。相比之下，普通nook有點土土的，笨拙的感覺，只有創口貼大小的觸摸屏幕，閲讀部分是黑白的，網絡功能相對沒有那麽完善。
但是鬼使神差的，竟然比較喜歡普通nook。看到nook color，我會想到蘋果家族的那些很潮的、很炫的、很未來感的電子設備。但是看到普通nook，我會想到在老舊的、年代久遠的、
藏書豐厚的、家具全是木頭的、燈光全是柔和的大圖書館的地下室一角看微縮膠片的感覺。之所以會想到微縮膠片，是因爲現在e-reader使用的e-ink技術，讓讀電子書和讀印刷圖書的感覺幾乎是一樣的，使用e-ink技術的屏幕是沒有光的，所以不像在電腦上讀書，讀一會兒就會感覺眼睛疲勞，但也像印刷書一樣，必須在有光亮的地方讀。我想買的並不是一個tablet computer，而只是一個老老實實本本分分的電子讀書器，所以，nook color的那些加分的賣點，反而在我這裡減了分，而普通nook雖然在網絡方面比較遜色，但是電子讀書的整套流程還是非常穩健的，所以在想清楚了這點之後，就毫不猶豫掏了荷包。
我像每天攜帶我的觀音庇佑卡一樣（yeah, i have such a thing）攜帶我的“noochan”。很慶幸當初選擇了wifi + 3G的版本，使得幾乎在哪裏都可以隨時到BN的網上書店去瀏覽。網上書店有很多免費的圖書，可供隨時下載；nook有一個每天更新的文學博客，已經成爲每天必讀；喜歡在薄薄的一小本裏面儲存了諸多喜愛的書籍的感覺，2G的容量大概可以儲藏超過1000本（或許這輩子也讀不了這麽多書）。由於節省了紙張，節省了物流運輸，因此電子購書的價格基本都比印刷書要便宜，而且似乎每星期五，BN會免費送nook owner一本書。
想到一件有趣的小事。在地鐵上讀實體書，我總會有意無意的不要太讓書的封皮曝露的太明顯，雖然也不是在讀什麽見不得人的書，但是潛意識裏並不想讓車廂裏其他人看到我到底在讀什麽，覺得這是個awkward exposure of privacy。我一直覺得這是我個人的一個可笑的idiosyncrasy。但顯然並不完全如此。据統計，電子讀書器開始普及以來，購買二、三流言情小説（the type where two people embrace and expose much skin in a rather befuddling fashion）的人數急劇上升！這是多麽有趣的發現啊。看來nook是對privacy的一種有效保護，是它的又一大優點。
one other thing，剛剛在noochan上嘗試顯示pdf文件，非常好用。有時候在網絡上看到有趣的文章或者討論，但是篇幅太長，一時看不完，可以先存到word裏面，在轉換成pdf格式，就可以在nook裏面閲讀了。這樣就不再需要使用紙張把這些文件打印出來了。我想電子閲讀器的普及，應該或多或少的可以減少樹木的砍伐吧。這或許也能算一個優點。
Monday, January 3, 2011
The Art of Yuan - during the reign of Khubilai Khan
There was no earthly reason that I should be feeling out of sorts on this sunday. The weather was dreadful, there was an overcast, and a curious gossamer mist hovered over the now sooted snow. But I wouldn't blame it on the weather.
Mom wanted to see the Art of the Yuan exhibit at the Met, and this sunday happened to be the last day of this exhibit. I had seen the exhibit twice, and was at first reluctant to go, but on second thought, how could I possibly turn down anything asked of by mom, she doesn't ask much of me. Besides, how could I say no to a visit to the Met. I never realized it till this sunday that I could traverse a good portion of the Met with such ease as if it were my very own secret garden!
Anyways, I didn't expect this third visit to the special exhibit on the world of Khubilai Khan to turn up anything new, but it certainly did. If it were up to me to name one center piece for this exhibit, I'd unhesitatingly point to the roof-ridge ornament in the shape of a legendary creature, the chiwei or chiwen(dragon's snout, 螭吻).
chiwei - roof-ridge ornament
It was sunday, so naturally, there was a larger crowd. Visitors milled about the gigantic stone sculptures of Yuan officials, bowls and plates made of pure gold and silver, and hand-sewn silk garments for women of the noble class, all securely and squarely placed behind thick plate glasses. There was an unintelligible murmur coming from the crowd, which was made up mostly of middle-aged visitors on events-packed trips from China, and Gandalf-like gray haired locals. The chiwei had always had my attention, from the first time I laid eyes on it. It sat in the center of one of the three exhibit halls. Size-wise, it was gigantic, though in the black-and-white photo next to the real thing, it seemed negligible sitting atop the roof of Yonglegong, the Daoist temple where the chiwei was originally found and rescued. I wondered what had happened to the Daoist temple, and to the other chiwei (the photo showed a pair of creatures, decorating the two protruding tips of the roof respectively). But of course I knew the answer, or rather, I shouldn't be too far off from the right answer if I guessed that the temple had burned down sometimes in the past during one of the timeperiods of turmoil, or that it was destroyed during the cultural revolution, or that the temple was recently demolished to make way for urbanization.
The chiwei's animated features were captivating. The silent wrath which emanated from its ragged teeth and bulging eyes created such a powerful presence that I thought it was too loud for the seemingly spacious exhibit hall. It had not occurred to me during my previous two trips to this exhibit, but it did during this last trip -- I think it was around the time when I was perusing the patina covering the chiwei's glazed surface that a feeling of heaviness began sinking in. The chiwei has always been portrayed as a terrifying looking creature because it is a guardian of a sort. It is a creature that supposedly wards off evil and protects the people that reside in the household on which it sits. But here it was, sitting tamely in the center of an exhibit hall, with no roof to sit on and nothing more to protect. If ever there is something worth protecting or preserving... ... if ever there is something deserving the name of "evil", it is the intangible force sweeping across that ancient land (which inexplicably prides itself in its five millenium of rich history) as it relentlessly tears down, pulls apart, chops off and blows up the last genuine vestiges of the history and past of that land.
As we wandered around the halls from relic to relic, this woman came up to us. I thought she looked like a tourist with one of the tour groups from China. She heard us speaking in Chinese and thought we might be able to answer her question. It turned out that she couldn't for the world recall which ancient Chinese artist with the surname "Yuan" had had such high accomplishment during his lifetime that a whole exhibit was now dedicated to him at the Met. Now it was my turn to look confused. But I immediately realized the lady had a firm grasp of exactly two pieces of information, that she was at an art museum, and that the special exhibit was titled Chinese Art in the "Yuan" Dynasty. Having understood exactly one word from that title, she drew a logical conclusion.
Mom wanted to see the Art of the Yuan exhibit at the Met, and this sunday happened to be the last day of this exhibit. I had seen the exhibit twice, and was at first reluctant to go, but on second thought, how could I possibly turn down anything asked of by mom, she doesn't ask much of me. Besides, how could I say no to a visit to the Met. I never realized it till this sunday that I could traverse a good portion of the Met with such ease as if it were my very own secret garden!
Anyways, I didn't expect this third visit to the special exhibit on the world of Khubilai Khan to turn up anything new, but it certainly did. If it were up to me to name one center piece for this exhibit, I'd unhesitatingly point to the roof-ridge ornament in the shape of a legendary creature, the chiwei or chiwen(dragon's snout, 螭吻).
chiwei - roof-ridge ornament
It was sunday, so naturally, there was a larger crowd. Visitors milled about the gigantic stone sculptures of Yuan officials, bowls and plates made of pure gold and silver, and hand-sewn silk garments for women of the noble class, all securely and squarely placed behind thick plate glasses. There was an unintelligible murmur coming from the crowd, which was made up mostly of middle-aged visitors on events-packed trips from China, and Gandalf-like gray haired locals. The chiwei had always had my attention, from the first time I laid eyes on it. It sat in the center of one of the three exhibit halls. Size-wise, it was gigantic, though in the black-and-white photo next to the real thing, it seemed negligible sitting atop the roof of Yonglegong, the Daoist temple where the chiwei was originally found and rescued. I wondered what had happened to the Daoist temple, and to the other chiwei (the photo showed a pair of creatures, decorating the two protruding tips of the roof respectively). But of course I knew the answer, or rather, I shouldn't be too far off from the right answer if I guessed that the temple had burned down sometimes in the past during one of the timeperiods of turmoil, or that it was destroyed during the cultural revolution, or that the temple was recently demolished to make way for urbanization.
The chiwei's animated features were captivating. The silent wrath which emanated from its ragged teeth and bulging eyes created such a powerful presence that I thought it was too loud for the seemingly spacious exhibit hall. It had not occurred to me during my previous two trips to this exhibit, but it did during this last trip -- I think it was around the time when I was perusing the patina covering the chiwei's glazed surface that a feeling of heaviness began sinking in. The chiwei has always been portrayed as a terrifying looking creature because it is a guardian of a sort. It is a creature that supposedly wards off evil and protects the people that reside in the household on which it sits. But here it was, sitting tamely in the center of an exhibit hall, with no roof to sit on and nothing more to protect. If ever there is something worth protecting or preserving... ... if ever there is something deserving the name of "evil", it is the intangible force sweeping across that ancient land (which inexplicably prides itself in its five millenium of rich history) as it relentlessly tears down, pulls apart, chops off and blows up the last genuine vestiges of the history and past of that land.
As we wandered around the halls from relic to relic, this woman came up to us. I thought she looked like a tourist with one of the tour groups from China. She heard us speaking in Chinese and thought we might be able to answer her question. It turned out that she couldn't for the world recall which ancient Chinese artist with the surname "Yuan" had had such high accomplishment during his lifetime that a whole exhibit was now dedicated to him at the Met. Now it was my turn to look confused. But I immediately realized the lady had a firm grasp of exactly two pieces of information, that she was at an art museum, and that the special exhibit was titled Chinese Art in the "Yuan" Dynasty. Having understood exactly one word from that title, she drew a logical conclusion.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
再見 -- du chang tuan
今天看到韓寒的文章，覺得非常悲哀。
忽然想到那部同樣被禁的電視劇《走向共和》，裏面的孫淳扮演的袁世凱，有一句話令人記憶猶新，“這事情，我還就讓你解釋不了！”腦海裏出現袁世凱說這句話時一臉狠狠的表情。
其實大家都知道怎麽回事，但是這事沒法解釋。
爲什麽在這片土地上，會孕育出這麽多在本質上只能形容為“fraction of a man”的人呢？
忽然想到那部同樣被禁的電視劇《走向共和》，裏面的孫淳扮演的袁世凱，有一句話令人記憶猶新，“這事情，我還就讓你解釋不了！”腦海裏出現袁世凱說這句話時一臉狠狠的表情。
其實大家都知道怎麽回事，但是這事沒法解釋。
爲什麽在這片土地上，會孕育出這麽多在本質上只能形容為“fraction of a man”的人呢？
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
媽媽們爲什麽沒辦法接受女兒們往家裏帶流浪小貓呢？
在網上經常看到這種話：在路邊看到非常可憐的小流浪貓，又瘦小、又髒亂、又飢餓、眼神戒備恐慌、但又有些充滿期待，如果給它一點貓糧或者罐頭，它就會把你當親人一樣。大多數女孩子都受不了這種眼神，都十分期待把小流浪貓帶回家，但似乎相當多的媽媽都反對。當然小貓可能有細菌和跳蚤，小貓可能會很調皮，會抓坏家裏的家具床單，會偷吃晚飯的小黃魚，但與其讓小貓在野外凍死、餓死、被大貓欺負死、被汽車軋死，這些不都是微不足道、可以克服的嗎？我同意媽媽們大多數都是天使，我也知道媽媽是世界上最偉大的職業之一，但是難道當了媽媽以後，就一定會失去這種拯救小貓的心情嗎？雖然不是非常理解，雖然能夠預測到當媽媽要失去很多東西（當然也會得到很多），但是無論怎樣也不應該失去拯救小貓的心情吧，特別是只要一天一餐，一點呵護和關愛，就能讓一個小生命看到生活中的一點點光明~~~
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